SAI
BABA AT DEATHBED
I am sending a story about
my husband's earthly death.Frank Meszaros had prostate
cancer and a tumor on his spine paralyzed him from the
nipples down. He was hospitalized for a few months and
grew to be uncomfortable with the medical profession because
so many mistakes were made in the hospital by nurses and
doctors. When he was released from the hospital, he and
I had to adjust to a new world of creating mobility for
him. We changed our eating habits to a macrobiotic diet
and continued to offer prayer to Sai Baba. A new alter
was made in the dinning room where Frank's hospital bed
was placed. The alter was filled with pictures of Baba,
a hawk feather given to Frank by a Mayan Priest, and pictures
that related to his Catholic up bringing.
Frank's heavenly journey
when he died October 30, 1998, reminded me or a scene
from Forrest Gump. When Forrest visited his mother, she
informed him that she would soon return to God's home.
It was so simply stated without fear or tears. Frank went
through such a natural, peaceful process that I was so
privileged to share. Part of creation's plan allowed for
the natural process of dying. As the autumn leaves gently
released themselves from the trees of their life to become
recycled in an ever changing process, it seemed symbolic
of Frank's mind and spirit releasing the earth body.
I was unaware of his fate
or nearing death when he first told me of his nightly
visits with ‘Baba’ (Sai Baba). He gave me simple
messages from Baba. Baba says: ‘Tell the truth; Love
everyone at first (judgment) then you will know to love
them always; Just be yourself always and not worry; Love
(Sai-Love) men and women in the same way — no competition;
Life is living and not going from expectation to expectation;
Baba says that he is inside of you always — you don't
have to go any where to find him; Just be — no need
for egotism; Everyone is connected — part of One.’
As Frank spoke these simple words, his eyes seemed focused
above and his body language expressed a greater knowing
beyond the words and this life time. One night Frank prayed
to Baba and asked him if he could be a girl in his next
life. I was surprised at this request and asked Frank
about it. He had no answer; he only wondered why the whole
world has not learned ‘real love.’
When Frank entered a stage
of seeing ‘imaginary people,’ they were very
real to him. I told him that he was much more perceptive
than I and he needed to guide me as to where to walk so
I would not hurt the other people. He obliged. It almost
seemed appropriate as all soul’s eve approached that
he could be on two planes — the earth and the ethereal.
I e-mailed a friend, ‘Last night he slept with one
eye open. One looking in and one looking out. He is so
peaceful on his new journey.’ His travels on another
consciousness was normal according to the Hospice helpers
and they explained that he may talk to them and see many
people he once knew who passed before him.
In another e-mail, I write,
“He speaks of death, now. Sometimes slightly scared
because he will miss me but he adds, ‘You can always
think of me.’” It seemed that he was more concerned
for me. Wednesday morning, Carol Gallardo and I laughed
and joked as we proof read the newsletter to take it to
the printer. He said, ‘I always loved hearing you
two laugh.’ That was the last complete sentence I
heard him speak. Frank, who loved to elaborate, had taken
on such simple word usage.
As Frank’s mind and
soul were on a new journey his body slowly began the natural
process of closing down. Each system slowed then stopped
until the final last big inhalation and the heart then
stopped. The body has its own orderly way of closing down.
Hospital care confuses the body by intravenous feeding
when the digestive system is closing or giving oxygen
to a respiratory system that needs only shallow slow breaths.
The natural closing of the body is truly a beautiful process.
I saw only a great peacefulness in Frank. I took a wet
washcloth and let drops of water fall on to his tongue
and lips. I suspect that this deed was for my comfort
and not for his. I learned the death process is natural
and not to be feared. I have no idea what I perceived
before. All that I can conger up is one minute you’re
alive and the next you’re not because I was unaware
that it was a process.
It also appeared that Frank
was having out of body experiences. More than once, I
heard foot steps in the kitchen and went to check on the
sounds origin. Then I checked with Frank and he told me
that he was ‘just walking.’
The morning that he passed,
Tony Gallardo found a lost medal of St. Christopher in
his shoe apparently at the time Frank passed to his new
life and concluded that Frank had died.For his last earthly
night, he was circled by friends. Bobbi Holliday lead
a peaceful ceremony for his new journey.
Friday morning Frank, my
life partner, died. Many friends soon arrived at my door.
I was encouraged to relax and take a bath as they worked
as if they were of one mind to clean my home and make
food. As I bathed and meditated I saw a dance of oneness
taking place as people joined and shared in a task without
a task master which created a gentle, serene atmosphere.
The unity of all was without ego; a connection to the
oneness; and a beautiful sharing. It seemed as Frank’s
words from Baba were alive.
The mystery of the ring
began to evolve. I heard friends say to one another, ‘Is
this your ring?’ With the reply, ‘No, it was
just there.’ I had no idea about the ring until I
went to use the phone and saw the black cameo ring given
to Frank by his father sitting next to the phone. It appeared
to just appear. I hadn’t seen the ring in over a
year except for a brief dream moment the night before
yet it laid so openly next to the phone which I had used
consistently. Could it be another happening from Frank’s
out of body experiences?
Melva Oseka who had once been a Num, came to the home
as she learned of Franks’s journey and told me that
she thought she saw Jesus in heavenly colors approached
her during her dreams that night but as Jesus neared she
saw that it was Frank who came to give her a hug. She
thought that this was a sign that Frank would walk again
after nearly a year of paralysis. She had no idea that
Frank had come to visit her farewell. The last words she
had heard from Frank a week earlier were, ‘I love
you’ as the phone clicked to hang up.
When the house was refreshed
and purified, Mary Jo Rhodes led a Sufi blessing and each
said ‘Thanks’ to Frank for being a friend. The
group left and then returned about five PM. Friends shared
in telling stories and eating and then Jil Grignon led
a simple, powerful ceremony with a visualization that
a golden guardian angel would now sit on our shoulders.
Thank you for your sharing,
Sai-Love, Marge
Shirdi
Dreams
Yesterday
I visited your site and I observed the modifications done.
Now your site is superb. With respect to dreams you have
given maximum information. I would like to inform the
great saint SHIRDI SAI BABA left his mortal coil in 1918
and after that he is in touch with his devotees in DREAMS
and taking care of them.
Since 1992
in his fold I am previlaged to recieve messages some times
varbally and some times in a picture sequence which I
scribble in darkness of the night and decode them and
record the messages in my personal dairy. The excerpts
from those daily recordings are reproduced after translation
into english language for the benifit of all sai devotees
and to enhance their faith in LORD SAINATH. I am releasing
those of the recordings in the below mentioned websites
(SAI PHILOSOPHY) which you are already visiting.
www.angelfire.com/ma/shirdi
homepages.infoseek.com/~dwarakamai/chavadi.html
you may
knidly publish this small letter in your site (dreams
section) so that sai devotees can understand that even
after mahasamadhi sri sai is appearing in dreams of his
devotees and giving necessary messages and instructions
to them for their benifit.
With best
regards saibanisa gopalarao ravada hyderabad india
Childhood
Memories
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Sender:
dean_j@carib-link.net
Seetaram, OmShanti, Bundagi
Sahib, Goodday,
To your health brother &
sister. I've been trying for some time now to go back
to the memories of the first 4 years of life but without
success. My real aim is to experience the memories of
birth and existence of memories while being just a baby.
Have you any knowledge of
these areas.
Om Shanti brother & sister
Dean
Craig's
reply:
Try first
to remember your earliest Birthday and Christmas memories.
These are exciting times for children and can act as stepping
off points for even earlier childhood memories. It's a technique
used by hypnotists to help people go back to before the
time they were born and experience past
lives. I have had a number of dreams about, what I believe
is, my birth. At first all is warm and well but soon I feel
as if I'm being crushed. I am aware of the umbrical chord.
Freud would say that my dream is a fantasy that reveals
my hidden desire to return to the womb. I believe that it
is a real memory.
Future
Message?
Namaste
hans
Sender: PhMikas@aol.com
(Apologies
from Craig. The original author of this email got muddled
with one from Sainet- an official Sai Baba site. Very
sorry for any mix up.)
The Ozone
Layer was covered and Swami said that Mother Earth is
sick and has a temperature, according to David. Swami
blessed a Sai Survival Settlement 150 miles east of Perth,
Australia, which will be on the coast in the future.
This seems
to indicate this situation occurring in the non too distant
future! This doesn't only cover Australia, the effects
of global warming and presumably the melting of the ice
will raise sea-levels everywhere. I'm starting to look
at Scallion's map again (www.scallion.com? Ph. Mikas).The next 18 months up to
the start of the Golden Age are going to be rough and
in fact are already rough. Climate, Earth changes, War,
Persecution, Atrocities, Stock market collapse, Depression
etc etc.
Again, look
at the news reports, earthquakes are reported from all
corners of the world as an almost daily event, Climatic
changes causing floods in one area and droughts in others.
Rising sea levels blamed on the global heating while they
are silent about the fact that massive ice formations
under the sea level are melting at alarming rates.
On January 1995 in the ANTARTIC Peninsula a 1300 kilometre
square section of ice collapsed in a matter of weeks.
On January the 29th 1997. Green Peace expedition coordinator
Janet Dalziell, sailing on the Green Peace ship MV Artic
Sunrise said, " It is an eerie feeling to be sailing
through open, calm waters in a spot that untill only two
years ago was covered by a sheet of ice over 200 metres
thick. It brings home the magnitude of the changes we
can expect in a global warming world.
Note that
at the "Second Conference on the Environment"
in New York on the 25th of June 1997. The representative
of the Maldives Islands was greatly concerned with the
earth warming and sea levels rising. It would only take
30 centimetres to totally destroy the tourist business
on the islands. Furthermore on the 27th of June 1997,
as a result of this conference and the lobbying of the
Australian Prime Minister John Howard, for special consideration
in the reduction of fossil fuel emissions into the atmosphere.
The President of the United States of America has called
for a six months stay on the decision of fossil fuel reductions.
As the American people are not aware of the alarming climatic
changes taking place around the world.
Is it any wonder that Swami tells us that the earth is
in pain
Nostradamus (by Dolores Cannon, author of Conversations
With Nostradamus Vol. 1 and 2) Pole Shift Prediction:
"As the poles shift, it is going to shift backward
a quarter of a turn. This will create the polar ice caps
melting and when this happens the water will come rushing
down, the pole plates of the earth will move and they
will come to a point where they can not move any further,
it is a blockage.Then they will begin to buckle.
Edgar Cayce (Edgar Cayce (Biography) reading August 11
1936; 826-8)
"Our planet is undergoing cataclysmic changes that
have been predicted in the past. To a question posed in
1936. Q-9 "What great change or the beginning of
what change, if any, is to take place in the earth in
the year 2000 to 2001A.D.? Edgar Cayce responded 1936
A-9 "When there is a shifting of the poles. Or a
new cycle begins.
Revelation 16: 18
".... And a great earthquake occurred such as had
not occurred since men came to be on the earth, so extensive
an earthquake, so great..."
Let none of this alarm you, nor be fearfull but put Trust
and Faith in Swami's words; "Why fear, when Baba
is here"
'For here I am creating a new heavens and a new earth
And the former things will not be called to mind, Neither
will they come up into the heart." (Isaiah 65: 17)
"And I saw a new Heaven and a new Earth; For the
former heaven and the former earth had passed away And
the sea is no more" (Revelation 21: 1)
"And the sea is no more" with this phrase the
author of Revalations indicates that the unruly, ever
changing attitudes of men shall be no more, thus men then
living will live in harmony and peace with their God.
And as God told Isaiah (Isaiah 65: 17)
"Neither
will they come up into the heart" indicates that
people then living, having survived the catostroph which
may occur, will not deplore, nor lament, nor commiserate
over the past world, their property, its people and its
system.
OM,
Bhur, Bhuva, Swaha
Tat Saviture Varenyam
Bhargo Devasya Dhimahi
Dhiyo-yo Na Praco Dayat
OM Shanti, Shanti, Shanti
Namaste hans
Sender: PhMikas@aol.com
DEATH
CURED
Dear Craig
& Jane,
I've only just found your site and am intrigued by your
question of "Is there life after death?" Please
let me share something with you Sai Baba has shown me
in vision /dream etc, over the past 8 months. His vision,
gifted to me at that time has led me to believe that your
question may soon become redundant...Let me explain.
After a
4 day Melchizedek meditation retreat, in Early Dec.'98
during which time Sai's presence was strongly felt by
many attendee's, Baba came to me over a series of nights
in vision & dream. As a forerunner to the main thrust
of his message, in dream, he showed me some of his amazing
capabilities and asked me to show me my allegiance to
him by severing the tip of my little finger. However,
much to my shame and amazement I declined. Needless to
say I was totally devastated, at the same time absolutely
humbled by his gesture of magnanimity in gifting me an
ancient herbal formulation to cure mankind of upto 98%
of chronic disease.
My mind
was agog. So many questions!!
Time passed
and the utter gravity of his message soon began to emerge...Literally
he has given me the opportunity to support my family(of
4 children) through the sale of his formulation AFTER
my physical ascension...The Melchizedek method recognises
and is used as a tool in the act of ascension(amongst
many, many other things).
And so I write to you full of awe & wonderment at
Sai Baba's immensity and his 'understanding which transcends
all understanding'. Truly his omniscience, omnipresence
and omnipotence transcends all.
I suggest
he is showing us another way, route, to 'heaven'. And
possibly NOT the one we have all been bought up to know
as physical death.
For more
information please see my/Sai's website for more information
at http://www.highertruthhealth.com.au.
Om Shanti Glen
Rees.
